So this is my first blog ever.

These past few days have been rough.

My bestfriend Matt is dating this girl named Britney, she treats him like shit and i can't stand watching her treat my bestfriend like that. He says he is inlove with her and can't live with out her, i just don't get it.

And then on top of all of this, my first real love has surfaced, his name is Jason, he's bestfriends with Matt. It makes it so hard to see him in the halls all the time and he doesn't say one word to me. He just gives me a dirty look every once in a while, it doesn't show on the outside but really, its killing me on the inside.

I just don't understand why he doesn't talk to me. I gave him everything, and now he just treats me like this.

So this is my second week at a new high school. The first few days were kinda weird but my bestfriends, Kristen and Matt go here so it's okay. I've made friends with alot of new people and i have made a new bestfriend. He new is Brittany and she is so fun to be with, i think she is one of those people that won't fuck me over which is good becuase im sick of those types of people being in my life.

I'm getting a kitten October 4th. Im pretty excited about that! he's black and i think i might name him cozmo.

So hopefully the rest of the day gets better, Matt is coming over later so we can talk about shit and he will probably make me feel better like he always does.

PEACE!